The truth is sometimes hidden deep inside, underneath layers and layers of doubt, despair, and lies. Here are some of my truths…

I invest too much of myself into relationships…by this, I mean that most of the time I care more about my friends and loved ones than I feel they do about me. I often feel like I am an afterthought. Not someone to hear the news first hands. It hurts.

I have fallen in love once. I have fallen in lust many times. If given the chance, I could love deeply & strongly. But no one has given me the chance.

I feel utterly alone most of the time. Sometimes this is not a bad feeling, but mostly I just want to feel like I belong beside someone.

There are days my faith waivers. It shakes me to the core.

I want to believe in love forever. But I don’t.